You are very much happy without me, and I’ll be ok without you eventually, and eventually very much happy without you too.. But I won’t ever hate you, just accept that you were bad for me and I’ll find someone who’s meant for me and loves me..- Again, I wish you luck..- No hateful feelings are reciprocated back to you, as much as it hurts that you feel that way towards me..- Goodbye..-
-Smom
I do not want a response..- I will not respond to you if you do..- I am leaving sudomemo permanently and that includes even visiting or commenting..- Again, I do not hate you..- As much as you hate me..- Which is funny cause earlier tonight I was listening to music crying over you, and on Christmas I was doing the same..- While you on the other hand were hating my guts and with another girl..- Just think that’s ironic that I had no idea until now..- Doesn’t bode well for my healing lmao..- I’ll heal from this eventually, even though I took like many steps back lol..
-go f*ck yourself and that you hate me and all these things..- But I don’t hate you lol.. And I honestly wish things could go back to normal but that’s just breakup feelings at this point..- wishful dumb thinking..- That’s also completely one-sided obviously.. Pfft..- You were bad for me, but I still can’t help but miss you..- Still trying to get over that..- Especially now..- I wish nothing but happiness for you and your girlfriend..-
Also I know he’s on here reading this as I noticed he talked about me..- Not going to name drop like he did..- But I never hated you, honestly never even wanted it to end, but the way you completely cut me out of your life and ignored me for months and when I told you how it was hurting me and I tried to be open about it you just said sorry and continued..- You’d give me reasons, say sorry, then cut me off even more..- I was miserable..- I was confused, I didn’t know what I did wrong..- I was sobbing and hurting..- I didn’t like where the relationship was going and it hurt so much..- And at the time I loved you so much..- You had told me yourself you weren’t the person who loved me anymore but just someone who was tired and depressed..- That completely broke me back then lmao.. It doesn’t matter anymore as you are with someone new and I’m moving on with therapy and self-healing/improvement along with building a support system for myself..-
Just know I do not hate you, and you can say-
lol.. I shouldn’t have checked my sudo.. I left months ago.. back to square one.. didn’t think he’d get back into a relationship so soon..- What did I mean then..- Bleh..- I feel sick..- Lol..- Bye everyone..- Permanently..-
I’ll be ok I think..- idk..- Just feel grateful that I’m not alone..- I have friends who care about me and are there for me during this really hard time in my life, and I have two supportive and loving parents..-
And it’s slowly but surely starting to become easier to not check his profile on here and stuff to see if he reached out or to see how he’s doing..- That urge to look is slowly becoming easier to ignore..- Which is nice..- because I feel like every time I do I go back to square one..-
You are very much happy without me, and I’ll be ok without you eventually, and eventually very much happy without you too.. But I won’t ever hate you, just accept that you were bad for me and I’ll find someone who’s meant for me and loves me..- Again, I wish you luck..- No hateful feelings are reciprocated back to you, as much as it hurts that you feel that way towards me..- Goodbye..-
-Smom
I do not want a response..- I will not respond to you if you do..- I am leaving sudomemo permanently and that includes even visiting or commenting..- Again, I do not hate you..- As much as you hate me..- Which is funny cause earlier tonight I was listening to music crying over you, and on Christmas I was doing the same..- While you on the other hand were hating my guts and with another girl..- Just think that’s ironic that I had no idea until now..- Doesn’t bode well for my healing lmao..- I’ll heal from this eventually, even though I took like many steps back lol..
-go f*ck yourself and that you hate me and all these things..- But I don’t hate you lol.. And I honestly wish things could go back to normal but that’s just breakup feelings at this point..- wishful dumb thinking..- That’s also completely one-sided obviously.. Pfft..- You were bad for me, but I still can’t help but miss you..- Still trying to get over that..- Especially now..- I wish nothing but happiness for you and your girlfriend..-
Also I know he’s on here reading this as I noticed he talked about me..- Not going to name drop like he did..- But I never hated you, honestly never even wanted it to end, but the way you completely cut me out of your life and ignored me for months and when I told you how it was hurting me and I tried to be open about it you just said sorry and continued..- You’d give me reasons, say sorry, then cut me off even more..- I was miserable..- I was confused, I didn’t know what I did wrong..- I was sobbing and hurting..- I didn’t like where the relationship was going and it hurt so much..- And at the time I loved you so much..- You had told me yourself you weren’t the person who loved me anymore but just someone who was tired and depressed..- That completely broke me back then lmao.. It doesn’t matter anymore as you are with someone new and I’m moving on with therapy and self-healing/improvement along with building a support system for myself..-
Just know I do not hate you, and you can say-
Maybe one day someone will love me lol..-
lol.. I shouldn’t have checked my sudo.. I left months ago.. back to square one.. didn’t think he’d get back into a relationship so soon..- What did I mean then..- Bleh..- I feel sick..- Lol..- Bye everyone..- Permanently..-
I just felt like venting here, I’ll vent here again if I feel I need to..- pfft..-
Idk when I’ll be ok but I will..— Eventually..-
I’ll be ok I think..- idk..- Just feel grateful that I’m not alone..- I have friends who care about me and are there for me during this really hard time in my life, and I have two supportive and loving parents..-
And it’s slowly but surely starting to become easier to not check his profile on here and stuff to see if he reached out or to see how he’s doing..- That urge to look is slowly becoming easier to ignore..- Which is nice..- because I feel like every time I do I go back to square one..-