IK, you'll never read this, but pretending to talk to you makes me feel better (though likely something I'll have to stop doing sometime in the future if i plan to move on completely)
I'm just tired of keeping this to myself, but at the same time I don't want anybody to see it or respond to it (I'll ignore any of y'all who saw this and try to comment about it)
Sometimes I miss the misery from the break up because it help changed me for the better. Sometimes I'm jealous of your pain because I look up to you because how sweet you became from it.
I can't even bother finding someone new cause I'm still look for you in someone else, something you warn me against. I don't want to ruin someone because I realize they're not you. I'll have to wait till I want someone as they are.
IK, you'll never read this, but pretending to talk to you makes me feel better (though likely something I'll have to stop doing sometime in the future if i plan to move on completely)
I'm just tired of keeping this to myself, but at the same time I don't want anybody to see it or respond to it (I'll ignore any of y'all who saw this and try to comment about it)
and unorthodoxly, i hate it when I'm going through, just wanting to be happy or with you again, but we both know its best we don't.
Sometimes I miss the misery from the break up because it help changed me for the better. Sometimes I'm jealous of your pain because I look up to you because how sweet you became from it.
I can't even bother finding someone new cause I'm still look for you in someone else, something you warn me against. I don't want to ruin someone because I realize they're not you. I'll have to wait till I want someone as they are.
IDK if I still love you or I just miss feeling the emotions you gave me, something to make me feel human rather than being content.
How I'm I not over you still, its been a year. Why I'm I still holding on to you still, why can't I let go. Why do I still care so much.